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kso the band is just gonna be on hold for now.
it's all good though.. it'd be great to do more with the band, but there's more important shizit that Justin's gotta take care of before we can get back into it.

by the time school starts we should have some sort of schedule thing worked out.

hmm..
I can't wait for school to start.
it'll give me something to do again.

so yeah.

I miss North Carolina.
I miss Kianna.
I miss Ray.
I miss all my friends.
I miss my brothers
I miss my sister in law.
I miss my nephews.
I miss my dad.
I miss Gir.

I better fucking be there in December. my mom said she might try to fly my brother out here. I got so fucking mad when she said that. my brother has already visited once. I'm the one that moved, I'm the one that lost everything. and just because she doesn't wanna go back to Jacksonville, I can't either. ugh. I don't know, maybe she was just throwing that out there.

if I don't go back to Jacksonville before the year is over, someone is going to die.

motherfucker

someone's going to be strangled.

and I'm guessing it's gonna be Justin.

oh for fuck's sake..

kso there was no soundproofing.
there was no practice.

and today there was supposed to be practice too.
but guess the fuck what?!?!
there wasn't!
because Justin's dad is an asshole.

Justin's phone broke the other day... and today his dad is making him stay home for some family dinner crap.. Justin can leave, but if he does he's not getting a new phone. what the fuck?!?! that's so fucking gay. Justin is 19 for christ's sake.

yeah so we're all pissed. for personal reasons and band reasons.

today = completely dicked.

today is the day..

that we do soundproofing.

hopefully...

god I hope so. we're all pretty much getting impatient and angry about not being able to practice.

I guess Chris was getting mad at Justin and saying that Justin keeps making excuses not to practice... but when we can't practice anyway, he can't really be making excuses for anything. so there must be more to it than that.. Landrick just always seems to be pissed at Justin.. or just annoyed with him. Landrick tells me that Justin isn't devoted, or doesn't care if we practice and all that.. then I talk to Justin and he's ALWAYS on the same page as us. so I don't know.. and after talking to Justin today, I'm pretty sure he's annoyed with Landrick, not exactly sure why though.

I think it's just the frustration of not being able to practice getting to us. err.. them. not me really. I mean I'm frustrated as shit that we haven't done anything in I don't even know how long, but I'm not mad at anyone but Landrick's neighbors.

yeah so this post was basically pointless.. but I don't care.. just passing time..

laterrrrr
-Katie-